And so another day of working from home fun begins. I have been sitting here for approximately one hour and the main thought I’ve been having is this:
- Do I have some sort of focussing or concentration disability or am I just incredibly lazy?
Sure, anxiety (hello, old friend) can cause this but the absolute inability to to focus on something I do not wish to focus on – even though I need to get it done – is absolutely mind bending. I’m convinced it’s the reason I don’t have a degree.
I’ve done the Googling thing and got plenty of results to say I should investigate things like ADD etc but realistically who wants to be one of those people that goes to a specialist and says “I Googled it and…”
I’d rather just spend my life believing that I’m lazy and giving myself a hard time instead.